Author: Ciana

1.9.25 Fuck around and find out has been one of my favorite things to say for years. I love it because when I say it to other people, I’m usually speaking from experience in whatever their situation is. And when I’m say it to myself, I already know I’m going to find out the really… Read more

1.8.25 I came home from work today with the best intentions to do about 100 things around the house and then go to a meeting. I looked at the couch and could tell my true love needed quality time with me. Sometimes you just need a little down time. Sober life is no joke, I’m… Read more

1.7.25 Today marks 60 days of sobriety. 60 days since the last time I drank alcohol and chose to never drink again. It’s been a very long but very short 60 days. I recently read that only 20% of the people who regularly drink alcohol have been successful in not drinking for 60 days. Even… Read more

1.6.25 I woke up in a fit of terror at 3:30am this morning. I practically jumped out of bed covered in sweat, shaking, and frantically trying to figure out what was real and what wasn’t. I was hoping and praying that it was a dream. I’ve heard about relapse dreams but thought they were over… Read more