Author: Ciana

12.24.24 I don’t learn the easy way. I do everything to the extreme. Rehab right before the most stressful time of year, spend Thanksgiving in rehab, and come home just in time for the madness right before Christmas. I learn the really fucking hard way! The upside is that I usually don’t make the same… Read more

12.23.24 When I raised my and in a meeting for my 24 hour and then again for my 30-day chips. I didn’t feel like I had made a huge accomplishment nor deserved the applause and congratulations from the group. It seemed like such a big fuss over something so insignificant. They were way too excited… Read more

12.22.24 Don’t get me wrong, lazy Sundays are great. I’m just feeling ‘meh’ today. It’s strange not having a huge list of things to do but I can also tell that my mind and body need some rest, so I’ve tidied up the house and raked leaves. Fact: leaves do not disappear on their own… Read more

12.21.24 Who the hell takes a bunch of sober alcoholics’ ice skating?! Being cautious in my new sobriety the only Christmas party I went to this year was for my rehab alumni. It’s amazing how much fun we can all have sober when we never would have dreamed of going to any kind of party… Read more