Author: Ciana

1.31.25 Fucking technology. The older I get, the less and less I know or care about it. My homework from Lady J yesterday is to go back to my notebook and trusty #2 for journaling. Handwriting activates a different part of the brain than typing does. It also allows my emotions and feelings to flow… Read more

1.30.25 Keep your pants on…I’m talking about platonic relationships. Which, by the way, are just as fucking hard as sexual relationships! There is beauty in relationships even when they are only for a short season. There can also be pain. And no matter how short the season may have been, the pain may hurt very… Read more

1.29.25 First, I know you are all dying to know…I still have not folded and put away the laundry mentioned earlier this week! A few friends joked that they wanted proof I had done it, hard stop – 100% NOT doing it because I’m stubborn. And I don’t want the spare bedroom to get lonely.… Read more

1.28.25 I had to pause and think about whether or not to post this. I reminded myself that this is my soapbox and I’m glad I posted it. This is my journal where I document my thoughts and feelings to reflect back on. I know the struggle with sobriety is not easy to understand for… Read more