Author: Ciana

2.14.25 Self-love is a hot topic on this lovely Valentine’s Day. I think everyone struggles with self-love at times regardless of whether or not they suffer from addiction. Addiction adds an extra layer to the level of self-loathing in the mix. Sometimes it’s just fucking hard to look in a mirror and love the person Read more

2.13.25 I like making people smile. It makes me smile too and genuinely happy. I handed out Valentine’s Day cards and suckers at work today. I know it’s a day early but wasn’t sure who would be able to make it in tomorrow with all the snow we got today and are supposed to be Read more

2.12.25 I’m excited for Valentine’s Day this week. Historically I have hated all holidays, associating them with bad experiences. Through my recovery and sobriety, I’m allowing myself to be open to new ways of looking at things. I’m learning to let go of the negative associations, starting with a clean slate, finding happiness, and creating Read more

2.11.25 I love the relationships I’m building with the women in my home group, including my sponsor. I enjoy the co-ed meetings and wouldn’t trade them for anything. But it’s nice to get together with just the women once a week and talk about women’s shit, shit we wouldn’t talk about with guys. I shared Read more