Author: Ciana

  • Nailed It

    Nailed It

    4.24.25 It’s been a long, busy month, but I’m proud of myself and feel accomplished. It’s been an even longer time since I’ve been a student, and I managed to pull it off while working full-time, too. On Tuesday, I decided to be a wild child, so I took my certification exam before finishing the… Read more

  • What Am I Searching For

    What Am I Searching For

    4.23.25 When I started attending AA meetings, I was overwhelmed by what seemed to be a different language. I quickly learned the basics and common acronyms. I also quickly conceded it would take a lifetime to hear and understand all of them. I love the catchy phrases and sayings that provide a quick pick-me-up and… Read more

  • Prayer And Meditation

    Prayer And Meditation

    4.22.25 Tonight, we read Step Eleven from the Twelve and Twelve. The first thing I realized is, typical for me, I’m doing it ass-backwards. I always meditate and then pray, but I don’t think it really matters if I listen or speak first, as long as I’m making an effort to practice both. The second… Read more

  • Family Visit

    Family Visit

    4.21.25 I cleaned the house Saturday and mentally prepared for this week. I’m excited and nervous about having family visit for the first time since I’ve been home from rehab. My cousin is on a traveling dance team, and they have a competition here in Boise this weekend. My mom will be staying with me… Read more