Author: Ciana

  • I Can’t Stop the Pain

    I Can’t Stop the Pain

    11.5.25 Lately, writing has felt heavier than usual. My thoughts keep looping, and I can’t tell if it’s the time change, the gray weather, or just emotional exhaustion catching up to me. Last night, my dreams were wild. In one, I was making a small sacrifice at work. Something I thought I had to do Read more

  • Just Because, Fuck Yeah

    Just Because, Fuck Yeah

    11.3.25 I’ve spent years weighed down by shame for choosing to drink instead of living the life I wanted to. I let alcohol run my life, and I let my dreams and aspirations slip by. I used to replay all of it in my head, dwelling on what I didn’t do, what I wasted, what Read more

  • Opportunities

    Opportunities

    11.2.25 I am so proud and excited for my baby girl. She has the opportunity to go work a huge horse show in Oklahoma with her bosses for two weeks. It’s such a great opportunity in so many ways. She’ll meet lots of experienced people, travel, and learn a ton about something she’s passionate about. Read more

  • Ambushed

    Ambushed

    11.1.25 I woke up excited this morning. I got to meet with a really smart friend who loaded me up with tools and ideas for the new website I’m building. I love learning new things and today I got so much information my brain felt like it was exploding. Total overload, but in a good Read more