Author: Ciana

  • Fuck the Holidays

    12.14.24 I’ve never been a fan of the holiday season. My love language is acts of kindness so I would much rather show my love throughout the year than overdo it during the holidays. The over commercialization tends to lead to depression and guilt because it’s never enough. Never enough presents, never enough time, the… Read more

  • Back to Work

    12.13.24 I am lucky to have an amazing support system at work with those I have shared my story with and even those who aren’t quite sure what I have been going through recently. As part of my recovery plan, I am going to the office instead of working from home isolated from everyone. Thanks… Read more

  • Poems

    12.12.24 I Am I am my own worst enemy I am the only one who can save me from myself I am strong I am courageous I am resilient I am beautifully broken Reborn Wilted, weathered, and worn Tormented and exhausted from the years of abuse, neglect, lies, and self-destruction Plagued by addiction The mind,… Read more

  • The Love of My Life

    12.11.24 When I think about my daughter, I can’t help but smile because my heart is overwhelmed with love. She has all of my positive attributes and somehow none of the negative. She is everything good in me and so much more. She is strong, brave, loyal, caring, kind, resilient, passionate, nurturing, fierce, compassionate, and… Read more