Author: Ciana

3.1.25 I had plans to go fishing and stay in a cabin for the night that had to be rescheduled. Rescheduled, not cancelled. Big difference because I will go soon. After my sponsor meeting and finishing step one, I braved Costco for Queenie girl’s prescription and headed home $225 later. I managed to marinate some… Read more

2.28.25 To say the last six months have been long is an understatement. It feels like a lifetime since my downward spiral picked up the pace and quickly hit rock bottom. There have been so many emotions to feel and express. The first couple of months were full of pain and despair. I was hopeless.… Read more

2.27.25 “Don’t Take Yourself So Damn Seriously.” I try to practice humility and make light of most situations. Laughter is good for the soul, and I constantly amaze myself by the ridiculous things I do. Someone is bound to witness them, so I might as well beat them to it and see the humor instead… Read more

2.26.25 Getting to know myself is not always easy. There are wonderful parts of the journey, but I can’t ignore the difficult and painful parts either. I dislike the word ‘defects’. My definition is “wrong, bad, unchangeable, something to feel shame or guilt about”. I looked up the definition in the dictionary this morning and… Read more