Author: Ciana
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Another Sunday
09.21.25 I needed some “me time” today. Yesterday was a long one, and after being out in public most of the day, I think my body and mind just needed to reset. I can only people for so long. This morning I sat with my coffee and picked up my bracelet supplies, before I knew Read more
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Retail Therapy
09.20.25 After the week we’ve had, Kendall and I decided some retail therapy was in order. Nothing crazy—no online horse bidding—just a few new outfits, some errands, and an excuse to get out of the house and give our hearts and minds a break from the heaviness of grief. It ended up being more than Read more
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Wins Come in All Sizes
09.19.25 I didn’t want to do anything today. Honestly, I wanted to stay in bed and be sad. That’s what the old me would’ve done—but I’ve learned that gets me nowhere. It’s okay to feel sad. It’s okay to sit with those feelings. But I’m also learning that my actions need to line up with Read more
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The Edge
09.18.25 Today felt like a normal day until 4:30. A text from a friend—back to rehab. Suddenly the puzzle of why they stood me up weeks ago was solved. A reminder that it’s not always about me. My emotions pulled in different directions—sadness for their struggle, guilt wondering if I could’ve done more, but also Read more