Author: Ciana

  • Ink and Recovery

    Ink and Recovery

    09.27.25 Part of my meditation reading stuck with me today: “God’s power in your life increases as your ability to understand His grace increases.” How true that is. I still don’t call my Higher Power “God.” I’m undecided on what to call it—I just know it exists. When I think back to the beginning of Read more

  • Chaos

    Chaos

    09.26.25 Ironically, I was just writing about how my new habits keep me grounded and set me up for the day…and then this morning I slept right through my alarm. It felt like a slap in the face. As expected, the panic and anxiety set in. I managed to get one quick reading in and Read more

  • Fear to Faith

    Fear to Faith

    09.25.25 Today was a good day at work, even though a new assignment is giving me some anxiety. I have to send out an industry announcement for my department, but instead of doing it in a bulletin, my boss wants it to be in video format. Me? On video? Fuck me running. I get why—short Read more

  • Backpack Full of Resentment

    Backpack Full of Resentment

    09.24.25 Today was busy, but good. Lots of meetings, plus long overdue coffee with a friend, and a session with Lady J. I treated myself to Thai food for lunch, and I didn’t mind one bit that I had to eat it while sitting on a Zoom call. Definitely worth it. I swore I’d wait Read more