Author: Ciana

7.22.25 Much like my career, AA is full of diversity. Its membership includes people from all backgrounds, beliefs, and walks of life—each unique in their own way. When dealing with others, I have to remember to always place principles before personalities. Just because I may not agree with someone—or even like their hair or smug Read more

7.21.25 “What’s next? Where do we go from here?” After making amends to someone on my list, they asked me these questions. And the only thing I could honestly say was — I have no fucking idea. That used to terrify me. Not knowing felt like failure, like being out of control. But recovery has Read more

7.20.25 I really missed the Sunday women’s meeting — it’s my “church.” I hadn’t been able to attend the last two Sundays because life was just… lifing. But being back reminded me why I love it so much. There’s no better way to start the day, or the week, than with that group of strong, Read more

7.19.25 This morning, I sat on my couch waiting for family who had said they wanted to spend time with me before the graduation party for my niece. I had gotten up early to tidy up the house and water the lawn—wanting to make everything nice for their visit. Then I waited. And waited. And Read more