Author: Ciana

  • Sober and Sane-ish on the 4th

    Sober and Sane-ish on the 4th

    7.4.25 I woke up knowing there was no water in the house again because of well issues. I braced myself for the battle ahead and prayed I could get through the day without completely losing my shit. To top it off, poor little Poppy puked on my comforter—something I couldn’t wash away right then. So Read more

  • Out Loud Recovery

    Out Loud Recovery

    7.3.25 I respect the anonymity of Alcoholics Anonymous and my fellow members. I would never do anything to jeopardize that for anyone else. But I decided while I was in rehab—shortly after I let go of the fear and shame of being there—that I am a proud and grateful recovering alcoholic. I want to shout Read more

  • Fireworks at Dawn

    Fireworks at Dawn

    7.2.25 Just another great day to be sober. I woke up early, clear-headed, and immediately reminded that clarity also means I get to fully experience my irritation. The neighbors decided 7am was the perfect time for aerial firework practice. The dogs are losing their minds, and I’m trying not to join them. I caught myself Read more

  • Trapped in the Snow Globe: Learning to Move Anyway

    Trapped in the Snow Globe: Learning to Move Anyway

    7.1.25 My goal is to finish the 12 Steps by the end of the year. As I start the 9th Step at the beginning of July, I know I can accomplish this. There’s still a lot of work ahead, but I’m determined. I also know that the hard work doesn’t stop once I’m “done”—if anything, Read more