Author: Ciana

11.21.25 Today beat the hell out of me. Every little thing felt like sandpaper on my nerves, and by the time the day was over I was done with humanity. The only thing I wanted was a meeting. Just to sit in a room where I don’t have to pretend I’m fine. Sometimes just being Read more

11.20.25 I prayed hard this morning for the willingness to let go and hand it over. Not exactly my natural instinct, but I’m trying. Then Kendall called, and I could hear the disappointment in her voice before she even got the words out. Her work trip to Oklahoma was cancelled because of the EHV-1 and Read more

11.19.25 Today felt like one of those middle-of-the-road recovery days. Nothing dramatic, nothing earth-shattering, just me doing the next right thing and trying to stay steady. That’s a win. I’ve got this mix of excitement and nerves about Kendall’s work trip to Oklahoma for the Futurity Championships. With the EHV-1 and EHV-4 outbreaks in Texas Read more

11.18.25 This morning’s Daily Reflection hit me like it had been written with my name scribbled across the top. “Occasionally…we are seized with a rebellion so sickening that we simply won’t pray. When these things happen we should not think too ill of ourselves. We should simply resume prayer as soon as we can, doing Read more