Category: Journal

2.21.25 My heart breaks for the alcoholics still suffering. Before going to rehab I didn’t understand that alcoholism is a disease. I thought I was just weak and lacked willpower, I felt alone. Alcoholism is the only incurable disease, luckily for me and others who are afflicted by the disease, it is treatable and manageable.… Read more

2.20.25 Today was a big win for progress in my sobriety! It was the 30-day milestone with my sponsor, and she’s taken my training wheels off. Our daily check-ins are now weekly, I must remind myself this is the reward, not a punishment. I still get to see her twice a week and check in… Read more

2.19.25 This morning a friend told me she was putting her 16-year-old dog down later in the day. His quality of life is not good, and he is suffering. She knows it’s for the best, I know it’s for the best, everyone knows it’s for the best. What’s best doesn’t always make sense to our… Read more

2.18.25 Somedays I have to allow myself to just be a cranky bitch. I slept well, in my bed for brownie points. I did have another disturbing dream that I relapsed but stayed pretty positive throughout the day. On my way home I continued listening to my book and know it’s helpful in my growth.… Read more