Category: Journal

  • Chaos

    Chaos

    09.26.25 Ironically, I was just writing about how my new habits keep me grounded and set me up for the day…and then this morning I slept right through my alarm. It felt like a slap in the face. As expected, the panic and anxiety set in. I managed to get one quick reading in and… Read more

  • Fear to Faith

    Fear to Faith

    09.25.25 Today was a good day at work, even though a new assignment is giving me some anxiety. I have to send out an industry announcement for my department, but instead of doing it in a bulletin, my boss wants it to be in video format. Me? On video? Fuck me running. I get why—short… Read more

  • Backpack Full of Resentment

    Backpack Full of Resentment

    09.24.25 Today was busy, but good. Lots of meetings, plus long overdue coffee with a friend, and a session with Lady J. I treated myself to Thai food for lunch, and I didn’t mind one bit that I had to eat it while sitting on a Zoom call. Definitely worth it. I swore I’d wait… Read more

  • Committee Secretary – 2026 Roundup

    Committee Secretary – 2026 Roundup

    09.23.25 I almost skipped the Gem State Roundup 2026 Committee Planning meeting tonight. I was tired, but I went anyway, and I’m glad I did. Sitting in the meeting, I was reminded how much I wanted to be part of this convention in some capacity. I wasn’t sure what role would make sense until the… Read more