Category: Journal
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Scared but Willing

08.31.25 I’ve been feeling this growing urge lately — the quiet nudge that it’s time to help someone else. I’ve been given so much in recovery, freely and without condition, and it feels like a natural next step to pass that along. This morning’s topic in the meeting was sponsorship, and I couldn’t help but Read more
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Struggle Bus

08.30.25 I had such a nice, relaxing day today. I picked up my new phone, which means I’m officially locked out of work email until Tuesday when IT can help me. Damn. Guess I’ll just have to survive without it. I took a nap, watched a movie, and let myself rest without the hangover. By Read more
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Magic Fucking Wand

08.29.25 I needed a break today. Work and life have felt so heavy lately, so I took a long lunch and got a pedicure—the polish was just a bonus, I was there for the chance to sit in that massage chair for an hour. Letting the rollers dig into my back while my brain mercifully Read more
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Certified Daddy Issues

08.28.25 Dinner tonight filled my black heart. Sitting with these women who feel like family reminded me how time can both stand still and race ahead — we can go months without seeing each other, but when we come back together, it feels like home. At the end of the night, one of them shared Read more
