Category: Journal
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The Harder Surrender
6.20.25 When I was deep in my addiction, submitting to a power greater than myself was effortless. It was alcohol. That drink had total control—it numbed everything, quieted the noise, gave me the illusion of peace. That first sip felt like liquid gold. It washed over me and took the edge off life. For a Read more
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Miss Poppy
6.19.25 You guys! I did a thing… Tonight, I get to pick up my new kitten! I’ve been wanting one ever since Kendall moved out and took Delilah (Squish) with her. She wasn’t mine, but man, have I missed that little shit. I’ve been fighting the urge for a while—partly because I didn’t want to Read more
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One More Reason to Stay Sober
6.18.25 The positive is that I have two Fridays this week. Everyone seems to be in a better mood on Fridays—the energy is lighter, people are friendlier, and everything just feels a bit easier. But the part I don’t like? It’s kind of a tease. Thursday is a federal holiday, but I have to be Read more
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Grace in Imperfection
6.17.25 I stepped outside my comfort zone tonight and chaired the women’s meeting — something I rarely do, greeting is my jam. With a hectic workday, I completely forgot until I got the reminder just two hours before the meeting. It happened to be an open discussion week, and I hadn’t come with a topic. Read more