Category: Journal

2.6.25 Last night was a little rough. I’m not sure why, but my addict mind was hyper-focusing on the past and what I’d lost, so I cried under my new 500-pound blanket. I heard the best advice a few years ago; my feelings are my feelings, and I’m allowed to feel them without any validation Read more

2.5.25 I sleep in the living room most nights, on purpose. Not because I fall asleep on accident and definitely not because I pass out anymore. I make my little bed that reminds me of a fort in one of the recliners, with my blankets and a pillow, set my alarm, and cuddle in for Read more

2.4.25 A friend recently gave me a Fahlo giraffe bracelet. I’m so obsessed with these now I am giddy like a school-girl bitch headed to prom! The proceeds go to protect wildlife and with each bracelet, you get a code to track your very own animal in the wild on their app. Idol is a Read more

2.3.25 My addiction to alcohol consumed my entire life. Everything revolved around it. As busy as my life is now with being conscious of my disease and treating it, I still feel like I have so much more free time. Or maybe I just have a lot more energy to do productive things now that Read more