Let’s Leave The Past In The Past

12.10.24

When you stop using alcohol to suppress and bury emotions, they have a way of bubbling to the surface all at once. It’s a lot to handle and today I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about my past as a whole and what it means to me. I know that soon a time will come while I work the twelve steps through AA that I will need to make amends to those I’ve wronged. To those I’ve ever felt have wrong me I’m letting go of any resentment or anger that I have been holding onto. I don’t have the emotional storage space and no longer want negative energy to be part of my life and there is no purpose in dwelling on the past. I am going to focus all of my energy on becoming the most beautiful version of myself. The past is written in pen, I am going to write the present and hopes for my future in pencil to allow for unexpected happiness.