Opportunities

11.2.25

I am so proud and excited for my baby girl. She has the opportunity to go work a huge horse show in Oklahoma with her bosses for two weeks. It’s such a great opportunity in so many ways. She’ll meet lots of experienced people, travel, and learn a ton about something she’s passionate about. I’m a little scared because well…I’m her mom. It’s her first work trip and two weeks is a long time, but I know she’ll handle it well and make a strong impression. Sometimes I giggle to myself at the patience she has for horses over humans. She’s got a calm confidence with them that I really admire.

I fucking hate the holidays anyway, so I’m taking this chance to do something meaningful for me. I signed up to be of service at the Alcathon on Thanksgiving Day. One of my friends from the women’s meeting signed up too, added bonus. It feels like we’re both stepping into new experiences at the same time. Different paths, same kind of growth.

Sobriety has given me the eyes to actually see these opportunities as they come, instead of getting lost in fear or self-pity like I used to. I’m learning to show up for what’s in front of me and trust that it’s exactly where I’m supposed to be. I’m grateful to see these doors opening for both of us.