2.10.25
We’ve all heard the saying ‘sunshine and rainbows’, but never had I ever heard ‘blowjobs and rainbows’ until recently. And now I can’t stop saying it!
After work tonight, I washed, dried, and folded all the sopping wet towels and blankets I used to wipe up the floors. I was thinking about how nice it will be outside in a couple of months when spring comes. All the wildflowers in the front yard will be in bloom, and the grape vines will be budding. The apricot tree needs some TLC and hopefully, pruning will bring more fruit in late summer for jam. I would like to try growing a small vegetable garden but hesitant to start too many projects and get overwhelmed.
Starting projects I can’t finish or give 100% to makes me feel inadequate and like a failure. I need to be careful with the commitments I choose to make so I can follow through with them. That is very important to me, my self-esteem, and my sobriety. I will take all the sunshine and rainbows I can get. I’ll pass on the blowjobs, even if it’s fun to say!
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