Author: Ciana

  • Smiles Are Free

    2.13.25 I like making people smile. It makes me smile too and genuinely happy. I handed out Valentine’s Day cards and suckers at work today. I know it’s a day early but wasn’t sure who would be able to make it in tomorrow with all the snow we got today and are supposed to be… Read more

  • Valentine’s Day

    2.12.25 I’m excited for Valentine’s Day this week. Historically I have hated all holidays, associating them with bad experiences. Through my recovery and sobriety, I’m allowing myself to be open to new ways of looking at things. I’m learning to let go of the negative associations, starting with a clean slate, finding happiness, and creating… Read more

  • Third Times A Charm

    2.11.25 I love the relationships I’m building with the women in my home group, including my sponsor. I enjoy the co-ed meetings and wouldn’t trade them for anything. But it’s nice to get together with just the women once a week and talk about women’s shit, shit we wouldn’t talk about with guys. I shared… Read more

  • Sunshine And Rainbows

    2.10.25 We’ve all heard the saying ‘sunshine and rainbows’, but never had I ever heard ‘blowjobs and rainbows’ until recently. And now I can’t stop saying it! After work tonight, I washed, dried, and folded all the sopping wet towels and blankets I used to wipe up the floors. I was thinking about how nice… Read more