Author: Ciana

1.18.25 I fell asleep in my recliner last night searching for words to express the rambling thoughts going through my mind about this topic. I recently heard an individual share their perspective on choices. They were noticeably irritated and aggressive while speaking. I’m very uncomfortable when people display these behaviors and debated leaving the room.… Read more

1.17.25 “Imagine being bitten by a snake, and instead of focusing on healing from the poison, you chase the snake to understand why it bit you and to prove that you didn’t deserve it.” Whether I am sober or in active addiction life will go on. Good and bad things will continue to happen and… Read more

1.16.25 I love having friends to figure this new and new again stuff out with. My religious internal turmoil was never caused by God. I had a few experiences with organized religion that led me to make the decision to never be involved with it again. I’ll spare you the details, but a few give… Read more

1.15.25 I went to a big book study tonight and we read Student Of Life. When she finally admitted to a co-worker she thought she was an alcoholic but avoided AA because she didn’t think she had hit bottom yet, her co-worker replied “You hit bottom when you stop digging” I felt like I was… Read more