Author: Ciana
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Program First

09.17.25 This morning I slipped into a familiar trap. I told myself I’d just respond to one work email before starting my routine. Just one. But one led to another, and before I knew it, three hours had passed. I was still in pajamas, hadn’t brushed my teeth, and most importantly, hadn’t done the things Read more
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Steady is Good

09.16.25 Not much happened today, and that’s not a bad thing. Work was good, smooth, nothing overly stressful. I’ll take that. My sponsor and I ended up talking more than reading, but honestly that was probably what I needed anyway. Sometimes just talking about life feels more helpful than going line by line through the Read more
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Humility Is the Brake

09.15.25 Tonight at the meeting the random topic was ego. I’ve been making a habit of pulling up the Big Book on my phone during meetings and searching the topic, so I can share something connected to a solution from the book instead of just my own rambling. I like doing it — it grounds Read more
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Sleep, Sweat, and Reset

09.14.25 I think I beat this sickness with vitamins, tea, and a ridiculous amount of sleep. I honestly haven’t slept that much since I was drinking and hungover. The dreams sucked though—too damn real, too damn weird. At least I didn’t join the exclusive and elite cannibal cult in one of them, so that’s something. Read more
