Author: Ciana

5.22.25 I absolutely love the weather this time of year. The longer days are filled with sunshine, and I can enjoy the golden hours after work when I can get outside before it’s dark. My daughter is going out of town for the long weekend, and Chevy managed to cut her leg on the fence… Read more

5.21.25 I survived another episode of “The Chronicles of the Mundane.” It was a good day because I’m sober. At work, I nicknamed GPT Wanda after Fried Green Tomatoes. Now, when I use it, I say out loud, “To Wanda!” Celeste is too young to know what movie I’m talking about. After work, I went… Read more

5.20.25 Fuck Everything And Run. False Evidence Appearing Real. What a great topic tonight, and I met with my sponsor before the meeting to go over my Step Four fear list. I fear everything and nothing at the same time. I mentally divide my fears into four categories: major, emotional, minor, and irrational. Welcome to… Read more

5.19.25 Since losing Tyson, I am struggling with fear and heightened anxiety about the babies. It doesn’t help that Cricket and Pussy Galore have both gotten sick or injured recently. I convinced myself both times on the way to the vet that I would be leaving the vet clinic alone, yet again. I was so… Read more