Author: Ciana

12.26.24 This is a tough topic that I struggle with. Past relationships in my life have left me feeling abandoned, heartbroken, like no matter how much I gave, cared, shared, and loved it wasn’t enough. I wasn’t enough, I wasn’t worthy of love. I am working on this but it’s not a light switch I… Read more

12.25.24 Every day in recover is a gift, the gift of sobriety, and working towards being the best version of yourself. When you actively participate in your recovery and work the twelve steps you go to meetings and share your honest, intimate, and vulnerable feelings with the group and listen to others share theirs with… Read more

12.24.24 I don’t learn the easy way. I do everything to the extreme. Rehab right before the most stressful time of year, spend Thanksgiving in rehab, and come home just in time for the madness right before Christmas. I learn the really fucking hard way! The upside is that I usually don’t make the same… Read more

12.23.24 When I raised my and in a meeting for my 24 hour and then again for my 30-day chips. I didn’t feel like I had made a huge accomplishment nor deserved the applause and congratulations from the group. It seemed like such a big fuss over something so insignificant. They were way too excited… Read more