Category: Journal

2.11.25 I love the relationships I’m building with the women in my home group, including my sponsor. I enjoy the co-ed meetings and wouldn’t trade them for anything. But it’s nice to get together with just the women once a week and talk about women’s shit, shit we wouldn’t talk about with guys. I shared… Read more

2.10.25 We’ve all heard the saying ‘sunshine and rainbows’, but never had I ever heard ‘blowjobs and rainbows’ until recently. And now I can’t stop saying it! After work tonight, I washed, dried, and folded all the sopping wet towels and blankets I used to wipe up the floors. I was thinking about how nice… Read more

2.9.25 The first time someone in rehab reminded me that life outside the walls of our safe place was going on without us I had to stop and think. Everything is all about me, how could it be possible for everyone else to carry on? What a cynical asshole! The cynical asshole is just a… Read more

2.8.25 I finished my blah day yesterday. I did not finish it strong, but I finished it sober. I easily could have poured a few drinks last night to make it more entertaining and numb myself. I easily could have thrown away all of the blood, sweat, and tears it took me to get through… Read more