Category: Journal

  • Blah

    2.7.25 The last couple of days I have felt pretty blah. I don’t know if the weather is a contributing factor, but several of my friends have said it has been making them feel depressed. Nothing particularly eventful happened at work but I am ready for the week to be over. One. More. Day. I… Read more

  • 90 Days!

    2.6.25 Last night was a little rough. I’m not sure why, but my addict mind was hyper-focusing on the past and what I’d lost, so I cried under my new 500-pound blanket. I heard the best advice a few years ago; my feelings are my feelings, and I’m allowed to feel them without any validation… Read more

  • Out Of My Head, Into My Bed

    2.5.25 I sleep in the living room most nights, on purpose. Not because I fall asleep on accident and definitely not because I pass out anymore. I make my little bed that reminds me of a fort in one of the recliners, with my blankets and a pillow, set my alarm, and cuddle in for… Read more

  • Fahlo

    2.4.25 A friend recently gave me a Fahlo giraffe bracelet. I’m so obsessed with these now I am giddy like a school-girl bitch headed to prom! The proceeds go to protect wildlife and with each bracelet, you get a code to track your very own animal in the wild on their app. Idol is a… Read more