Category: Journal

8.13.25 I’ve been looking for a new service position — something where I can put my assets to good use — and what do you know, one just fell right into my lap. I’m kind of buzzing about it. The first committee meeting is in a few weeks and I can’t wait to jump in Read more

8.12.25 Using the skills and tools, working the 12 Steps, going to counseling—doing all the things I’ve been determined to do—has brought the 9th Step Promises to life for me. This is what I’ve been seeking. The inner peace and serenity I feel now makes every ounce of hard work worth it. I’m not saying Read more

8.11.25 The argument between fear and pride eased as the words of the Step moved from my head to my heart. For the first time in years, I opened my box of paints and poured out an honest rage—an explosion of reds, blacks, and yellows. Looking at the drawing, tears of joy and relief streamed Read more

8.10.25 I needed a day at home to ground myself—to rest, recharge, and breathe. No meetings. No phone calls to catch up with family, except Kendall. Just quiet. I felt only a tiny twinge of guilt for keeping the world at arm’s length, but it faded quickly. I even braved the weed eater, which turned Read more