Category: Journal

  • Anxious And Avoidant

    Anxious And Avoidant

    Ciana

    4.6.25 Oh how I missed Lady J. Since moving our counseling sessions to every other week, she took a vacation, leaving me to my own shenanigans, and two full pages of notes to discuss Thursday when we had our session. I was excited to tell her about my experiences and how I had handled life. Read more

  • The Herd

    The Herd

    Ciana

    4.5.25 I don’t think I’m alone when I say that I’ve always wanted to be a leader, on top, in charge, looked to for answers, superior. Does anyone wake up and think ‘average sounds good’? We’re taught from a young age to be competitive, to win, be the best of the best. It’s not always Read more

  • Humanness

    Ciana

    4.3.25 I didn’t have anything particular to write about this morning until I read the Daily Reflection on Accepting Our Humanness. I just had this conversation with my roommate! Except he called it Maybe I Am An Asshole. You are by the way, but you’re funny and also one of my favorite humans ever. The Read more

  • I Own You Wednesday

    I Own You Wednesday

    Ciana

    4.2.25 I slept in until 6 am this morning, it didn’t suck at all! I was in a rush to get the coffee brewing, and my morning routine started when I checked my work email and decided to take care of a few things. If you know me, my phone is an extension of me. Read more