Category: Journal

  • Hell Is Freezing

    Hell Is Freezing

    3.27.25 I wish I didn’t kill so many brain cells with alcohol. The ones I have left hurt after today. It was a great day at work, I had to buckle up the toolbelt and use the tools and skills I’m learning in recovery at work. Instead of reacting I paused and looked at the Read more

  • Grouchy

    3.26.25 Somedays are just more emotional than others. Now I don’t reach for the bottle. Instead, I reach for words in a book, prayer, podcast or a song searching for the instant comfort that alcohol used to bring me. These things do make me feel better but it’s different and I’m still getting used to Read more

  • Many Blessings

    Many Blessings

    3.25.25 Today has been uh-mazing! Actually, the last 137 days have been amazing, but who’s counting. The more time I spend bettering myself, the more I want to keep making positive changes in my life. It’s becoming quite the new addiction. About a month ago I decided I wanted to also better my career. I Read more

  • Cooking With Ci & Co.

    Cooking With Ci & Co.

    3.24.25 Stuffed Portabella Mushrooms Cook sausage with a shit ton of fresh garlic, salt, pepper, red chili pepper flakes. Once half cooled mix with cream cheese, goat cheese, parmesan cheese, and chopped baby portabella mushrooms. I wasn’t going to tell you, but the secret ingredient is lemon zest! Stuff the large portabella mushrooms, making sure Read more