Category: Journal

12.29.24 I may be jumping the gun a little early, but I don’t fight the urge to get things down on paper when they come to me. Yes paper – all of my blog entries start early in the morning, on a spiral notebook with an extra sharp #2 pencil, drinking way too much coffee,… Read more

12.28.24 As soon as anyone tells me I should read a self-help book or listen to a motivational speaker, my eyes roll back into my head and my body convulses. I’m trying to be more open minded to new ideas and ideas the old me didn’t appreciate at the time. Game changer! My seestur sent… Read more

12.27.24 One of the first sober truths you are told in rehab and AA is to take a good look around at your peers because in three months only half of them will still be coming to these rooms with you. In a year, you’ll be lucky to see only a few. The really fucked… Read more

12.26.24 This is a tough topic that I struggle with. Past relationships in my life have left me feeling abandoned, heartbroken, like no matter how much I gave, cared, shared, and loved it wasn’t enough. I wasn’t enough, I wasn’t worthy of love. I am working on this but it’s not a light switch I… Read more