Category: Journal

03.15.26 When people talk about trusting in a Power greater than themselves, it sounds good on paper. It’s easy to nod along when life is smooth. But when something inside you is hurting, the deep kind of hurt that sits in your chest and won’t move, faith suddenly feels like a lot to ask. Part Read more

03.08.26 Lately I’ve been doing a lot of Fourth Step work. The whole reason for it is fear, looking honestly at the things that drive it and the ways it has shaped my thinking and behavior. It isn’t always comfortable to dig that deep, but I know it’s necessary if I want to stay spiritually Read more

02.23.26 It feels like a lifetime has gone by since I wrote last. It’s been a long and emotional week, but I’ve decided to write about the most impactful part of it. Friday morning shook me in a way I didn’t see coming. I got a group text saying a close friend’s partner was in Read more

02.15.26 Lately I’ve been circling around a few heavy questions: Is my faith strong enough? Am I even working this program the right way? Do I have enough built up spiritually and emotionally to handle stepping outside the comfort zone I’ve worked so hard to build? It took everything in me to expand that bubble Read more