Author: Ciana

11.23.25 What a weekend. I can’t remember the last time I crammed this much into two days. And there’s no universe where I ever did this while I was drinking. Back then I would’ve said fuck it and stayed home, isolated, coming up with a hundred reasons not to participate in life. I picked up Read more

11.22.25 What a fantastic Saturday. I woke up a little worried about how the GSRU planning committee meeting might go, but it ended up overflowing with new people ready to jump into service. We filled a ton of committee positions. No begging, no awkward silence, just people showing up because they want to be part Read more

11.21.25 Today beat the hell out of me. Every little thing felt like sandpaper on my nerves, and by the time the day was over I was done with humanity. The only thing I wanted was a meeting. Just to sit in a room where I don’t have to pretend I’m fine. Sometimes just being Read more

11.20.25 I prayed hard this morning for the willingness to let go and hand it over. Not exactly my natural instinct, but I’m trying. Then Kendall called, and I could hear the disappointment in her voice before she even got the words out. Her work trip to Oklahoma was cancelled because of the EHV-1 and Read more